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Miguel O'Hara ([personal profile] ninjavampire) wrote in [community profile] nightlogs2023-11-13 11:02 pm

talking to ghosts

Who: Miggy & You??
What: Miguel stays behind to do dead honoring activities
Where: the Pole to start
When: Late October, Early November (Day of the Dead time)
Warnings/Notes: themes of mourning, though it can be lighthearted also

Miguel would be reluctantly absent during the action around Halloween. A strange enough decision, given his first instinct would be to throw himself into the fray as a distraction.

But as of late, he couldn’t hide that something was eating at him. The gloomy spell over his mood seemed more intense than months prior, burning away his patience and making short tempered remarks and the flashing of fangs more easy to let slip. He'd done okay keeping things somewhat under lock, but it was clear now something was definitely wrong.

And so, after some tense, but persuasive conversation just convincing enough to accept staying behind, Miguel finds himself idle on a quieter and lonelier Pole for a few days.

((prompts incoming - brackets or prose are fine))
thismaskismybadge: (atsv; sidelook)

[personal profile] thismaskismybadge 2023-12-11 09:20 pm (UTC)(link)

Gwen tilts her head to the side and pulls a 'thinking' face, "Mmm. Still can't picture it. I'll believe it when I see it."

Joking is still easier than treading back into vulnerable territory, a breather in what feels like walking on a conversational tightrope.

She stands up from the door frame and reaches back to pull her hood out from under the sweater. She doesn't even put it on, it's just needlessly uncomfortable having it bunched up under there when she's wearing this get-up for longer than originally planned.

"I uh— did a lot of the cooking for myself when dad was working, so."

thismaskismybadge: (atsv; determined worry)

[personal profile] thismaskismybadge 2023-12-13 05:09 pm (UTC)(link)

The complicated reality of Gwen's relationship with her father is that one conversation can't undo the damage of standing on opposites ends of a gun, let alone the years of unintentional hurt and very intentional lies that led to that moment...

And yet if she were to acknowledge that reality, stuck here in yet another universe and knowing that if they make it home, Miles has to be her first priority? She'd go insane. She was never meant to have this much time to think about it between that fateful conversation and fixing the mess she made.

So she doesn't dwell on it. Not even when it visibly bubbles up under the surface, at the tone of that single 'right'.

"Yeah. Or something," she says with a little shake of her head, finally stepping out of the doorway and heading down the hall towards the kitchen. He can keep up, his legs are long enough. "C'mon."

thismaskismybadge: (atsv; calm upset)

[personal profile] thismaskismybadge 2023-12-25 12:26 am (UTC)(link)

"Enough to work from, I think. It's... been a while." But May did teach her a thing or two—the way that her dad saw Peter like another son went both ways, May and Ben always treated her like family.

She's barely talked to them, since everything happened. Cowardly of her, really—she should have been stronger, been able to look them in the eye as she lied to them, but instead she hid herself away. She can't do that anymore. Even if she could bring herself to keep the truth from them going forward, she's sure Dad wouldn't let her.

They deserve the truth about what happened to their nephew. Even if the truth might mean they hate her.

She sends out a few webs of her own to grab some necessary equipment, larger ingredients, and a cookie to chew on—a trivial use of physical webs, perhaps, but she's not too worried about wastage when Miguel and Peter are around.

thismaskismybadge: (itsv; neutral ahead)

[personal profile] thismaskismybadge 2023-12-30 08:13 pm (UTC)(link)

It really is weird, seeing him like this. This rustic, cosy kitchen is such a far cry from the laboratories that have always seemed to be his native environment. She has to shake it off when he addresses her again.

"Uh— I think there's one somewhere."

Whilst hunting down a griddle, she does dig out an assortment of other things: cooking oil, a lemon, molasses... all of which she brings over to where he's set up.

"Here. You mix that, I'll melt the butter and do the milk and stuff." The things they'll need to add as they go.

thismaskismybadge: (atsv; press lips together)

[personal profile] thismaskismybadge 2024-01-09 06:09 pm (UTC)(link)

He's too good at this. It's still weird. It's never going to stop being weird, she's pretty sure of that. No matter how close he's been dragged down to her level by the removal of the Society's structure, this will always be weird.

She's diligent with her own tasks, too. The milk is set to curdle, the butter is melted, and she takes the flour to mix it in when Miguel passes it over.

"Uhhh— both. Separated the yolks, then whipped the whites later. I think."

The harder she has to think about the process, the closer she feels to a dangerous precipice of emotion that she doesn't want to cross. In true stubborn Spider fashion, she scrubs at her face with her sleeve and simply decides she won't.

thismaskismybadge: (atsv; detached talk)

last tag to probably handwave the rest

[personal profile] thismaskismybadge 2024-03-03 06:47 pm (UTC)(link)

"Uh. Y-Yeah. Lemon." She scrubs a little harder and then drops her hand to get back to helping with the task at hand. "It, uh— sprayed, a bit. And really stings."

There's an attempt to sound like she's playing along with a joke, but it comes out more of an obvious deflection. Doing all of this is already so much—already so close to too much.

She can either finish the pancakes, or talk about it. Not both.

And so Gwen keeps making the pancakes.